Happy Birthday, Mum <3

i havn't peeked in on my dA lately.
just took a quick glance at my own gallery instead of looking at others.
why does every thing i've done look like shit to me now? it is definately NOT a situation where i have improved so significantly that i can now look back and laugh at my earlier attempts. not in the LEAST, o no.
i'm also frustrated right now that my computer is soooo effin sloowwwww and that makes it nearly impossible to do any work on it or with it or what have you. i need more RAM!!!
wow.
first ever journal entry and it's a whinging little pity-party.

that made me smile. my self-pity amuses the *&^ outta me sometimes.